Goodwill
Toward Man
Hannah
is the first person to notice the sign taped to the outside façade
of the digital cash register. She looks at it for a moment, reads
the words that are written on it in magic marker, black ink on
construction paper, simple in presentation. She pauses for only
a second to consider what this star-shaped piece of ivory paper
is telling her, then she turns her attention back to the demands
of the night, offers the checkout girl a twenty dollar bill, takes
her change and her groceries, and is off on her way.
The
next person to notice the sign in lane 3 of the Quik-Save is wearing
a leather jacket. He seems to be in a hurry, as if somebody is sitting
outside in a car with the engine running, parked in a tow-away zone,
eagerly awaiting his return. Perhaps some illicit affairs are left
undone.
He
reaches the cash register, where he drops down on the static conveyor
belt (the kind which moves during the day) a pack of Marlboro Lights,
some Trident gum, a box of Lifestyles condoms (the box bearing some
illogical promise of impending happiness), and a plastic container
of soda, shaped to resemble a soda bottle of old.
His
name is Stuart, but when he is present at the nightclubs he frequents,
he prefers to be called Zu. For whatever reason. In his own mind,
he is not Stuart, but Zu. In his dreams at night, he is Zu.
In
any case, he is standing in lane 3, and he sees the sign taped to
the back of the cash register's digital readout. He glances at it
for just a second, as if it were just another advertisement, and
then his eyes go elsewhere. But a moment or two later, he looks
back at the crude sign, his eyes a little bit wider, and he focuses
there for a moment.
"What
does that say?" he asks, assuming that the girl behind the
counter will understand him.
"It
says just what you think," she says, and then she says nothing
more, but busies herself with making his change.
"How
much for it?" he asks.
"Ten
dollars," she replies. "Well, nine dollars and ninety-five
cents. Plus tax. Says so right there on the sign."
"Issat
all?"
"That's
all." She continues counting, and focuses her attention on
the cash drawer for which she is responsible.
"Damn,"
he says, picking up his bag of items and heading toward the door,
"Shame I don't have any more cash on me. Gonna hafta come back
later for it."
"Yeah,"
she says, without much enthusiasm. She has heard this promise before.
Another
minute and he is gone, back in his world, back in the car. Other
places with other things to do.
Jerome
and Sheila are at the Quik-Save later than they usually would be.
Ordinarily, they do their shopping on Sunday evenings, but this
weekend was particularly hectic, in keeping with the pace of the
week that led up to it. So here it is, Tuesday night and just a
few seconds before midnight, and they are shoving a few hastily-chosen
items into a cart, things they will eat at some point this week
while wishing they were eating something else. It is not long before
they too are walking down lane 3.
They
too see the little cream-colored star made out of construction paper,
outlined in black (someone clearly took a thick felt-tip marker
and rubbed it around the edge of the cut), and at first pay it no
attention, thinking it to be some last-ditch effort at one more
impulse buy.
But
Jerome is a sharp fellow, and he pauses when he reads the words
written on the sign. And he too looks up at the girl behind the
register, with some small measure of wonder.
"Is
that some kind of joke?"
"Nope,"
she says. There is nothing interesting about her life.
"What
is that, the name of a band or something?"
"Huh?
No, no, it's just
it's just, that. Ten bucks."
Jerome
stares at the words, his artist mind (he is a painter of average
talent) reeling.
In
plain lettering, very matter-of-factly scripted in bold Sharpie
pen, the sign simply reads: "Peace on Earth, $9.95."
Jerome
turns to Sheila, saying nothing, just pointing at the sign. A big
grin is on his face. "Look at this, hon," he says, beaming
the mischievous smile that first made her fall in love with him.
"Peace on Earth, just ten bucks."
Sheila
is unloading the last few items from the front of the cart. She
looks up long enough to see what he is pointing at; she squints
at it for a moment, then goes back to the unloading. "Ten bucks?
What is it, some kinda religious book?"
Jerome
looks at the checkout girl, his raised eyebrow repeating the question
his mate just posed. The girl shakes her head. "Look, all I
know is what my boss told me. It is what it says it is. Ten bucks."
Sheila
gives a little laugh. "That's okay," she says, "we're
fine with what we've got."
"But
honey!" Jerome protests cheerily while trying to help with
the last few cans of soup. "It's just ten bucks! Come on, what
a conversation starter, huh?"
Sheila
just shakes her head. "Honey, we don't have the time or the
money for this, okay? I'm tired, and I'm hungry, and I just want
to go home. Can we just pay and go home?"
Jerome
concedes with a slight dip of his head. "Well," he says,
while writing out the check, "maybe we can come back tomorrow
and see if it's still here." With this he winks at the girl
behind the counter. She does not wink back.
The
final customer of the night is Jack. He too notices the sign, he
too thinks about it a good deal longer than most. He too considers
making the purchase.
In
fact, he thinks it might be something like a good idea, if only
he had some kind of proof. Some kind of guarantee.
So
he looks at the girl running the check-out, he sees that her name-tag
says "Lynda," and he asks her
"So
tell me, Lynda, if I decide to purchase this, how do I know
you know
that it's really going to happen?"
Lynda
pops her gum. This really isn't her department. "I dunno. I
guess you could get your money back if, um, it doesn't."
Jack
is a sensible man, but he likes to think that he is willing to be
spontaneous when the situation demands. He vaguely remembers something
he read once in a self-help book, something about "living in
the moment." He flits through his wallet to see if he has an
extra ten. He does.
But
with a wayward glance, he looks out the store window and sees his
car, parked in the fire lane with the engine running. He sees his
wife in the driver's seat, and over the hushed tones of the in-store
music, he thinks he can hear her leaning on the car's horn.
Thinking
better of this particular act of living in the moment, he pays for
the few things he is purchasing, and goes back to the car. But before
he goes, he too offers up a vaguely shaped promise to return later,
money in hand and time to spare.
The
Quik-Save is closing for the night. 2 AM. Lights out. A small phalanx
of stock boys and sweepers sets into motion, getting the store ready
for a new rebirth just four hours away.
The
store manager is gathering his coat and heading toward the door.
He has had a long day, and is looking forward to the mere half-hour
he will spend in his recliner before eventually falling asleep from
exhaustion, likely with the television still on.
But
on the way out, he stops by lane 3, and sees that the little construction
paper sign he fashioned earlier in the day is still there. The girls
were instructed to take it down if anyone purchased it.
He
sighs, takes it down himself, and crumples it into his pocket.
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